When it comes to my life these days,
I am some where between a cry and a laugh,
My mom just called me and said i looked like a gained 5 pounds...
I am some where between a cry and a laugh,
My mom just called me and said i looked like a gained 5 pounds...
Ooo...slip into my fat jeans, overdose on some mint ice cream.
Treat the day just like a dream!
-Sarah Buxton
Life is a little crazy right now....Currently, I am studying for my Series 6, Series 63 and insurance exams for my new job. My first test is April 11th...which is coming up in no time! All this working and shit, is starting to force me to grow up...not a fan!! I have to act all serious and proper alll the time.
So my new dream and ambition in life is to return to Neverland, where I have no bills, no worries and I can party like a wild child all day and night! My first pit stop in neverland would be to fight and stab PeterPan in the hand for making up this non-realistic place. As a kid, we dream of growing up and why? Why in the world would any sane kid want to grow up. And now I am kicking myself because as a kid we were told over and over again. Trust me when you grow up your going to wish you were a kid again. ok...mom, dad, aunt, uncle, grandma, grandpa and any other adult that told me this...You WIN!!
When did I do this transition where I find maybe one day a month to take a day off from the check book balancing, tax figurations, stock market worrying and where the hell I am going to find next months rent?? I want to go back to the sword hitting, brother tackling, bike riding days....is this why people have kids? O don't get me wrong, I have my fair share of fun, but I go for a motorcycle ride now and I am nervous about going to fast in case I hurt myself....I run a block and get a knee or back cramp...I tried hitting someone in the store the other day with a sword and they thought I was needy! I just don't understand.
So maybe I cannot go back to neverland but I think from this moment on...now that I have actually thought about it, I am going to take one day a week to go do something a kid would do! Let the wind take me...Chuck E cheese, Go-Karting, Batting cage, Miniture golf....the circus and ride on all the kid rides....o life is going to be one hell of an adventure now....
Who needs neverland....??






